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Friday, February 27, 2009

fashion flirt aftermath

dear diary,

Ooh, last night was a bucket full of fun! My sis and I did a fashion show at Urbanattic (Capsquare, KL) organized by the guys from Fashion Flirt - we havent yet gotten our hands on decent photos of the models just yet but here are a few from the aftermath :)

p/s: Both my sis and I would like to thank our friends for modeling, crew-ing, clapping, cheering and always always supporting us. You guys are so awesome.


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yes, i'm a ripoff

dear diary,

This is interesting. No matter what you do, there will always be a small bunch of people who decides to not like you just because it's easier not to. Because, i'm sorry i was born looking somewhat similar to M.I.A., like, if i were born white or yellow and dressed exactly the way she did i'm pretty sure we wont be having this conversation. However, I'm glad you've noticed she's been one of my biggest influences. But, why not a Madonna ripoff? I know i've been wanting to be her since i was 5. In fact, I would prolly wanna be her more than I wanna be MIA. But then i aint blonde nor am i the fairest of them all. So why not Peaches, who sings a lot more about sex/attitude than politics. Or New Young Pony Club or CSS? I write about the lighter things in life - like boys and partying. I'm so not into politics, to begin with, and 'Boys I Like' was recorded in 2006. And, MIA's 'BOYZ' was released in August 2007 so unless i'm her / diplo's BFF i doubt i wouldve been able to steal that track. Not to mention there are a gazillion songs out there about boys - in fact, i got the idea to write Boys I Like after listening to a song on the radio about girls. I dont even know the band. And, um, this neon/trash/electro look isn't just worn by MIA alone, people. The same way if i decide to put on an S&M outfit doesnt necessarily mean i wanna be Rihanna.

Every band has their influences. And i have mine.

p/s: The comments on my story is more than that on Rihanna. Funny that, I must've done something right :)


Thursday, February 26, 2009

fashion flirt fashion show

dear diary,

i am so tired and cannot feel my feet. Just had another high after the fashion show earlier tonight which went pretty well - shitloads of photos taken, of course, what else are we camwhores good for?

As soon as I got back, I found that the event has already been posted by Voize (thanks to Charlene & Rachel!) - where it says we've 'flirted with the crowd's fashion sense'. Hmm, kinky.


Wednesday, February 25, 2009

sick and tired

dear diary,

Please tell the asshole thanks for ruining my day.


(LOSER - Dolores O'Riordan)

I'm sick and tired of people like you
You think you're clever but you haven't a clue

A two watt light bulb is brighter than you
I'm sick and tired of people like you

You want it, you got it
Come take it, it's over here
You want it, you got it
Come take it, is that not clear?
You want it, you got it
Come take it, I'll do it for you
You want it, you got it
Come take it, just cross the line

The moral of the adventure is this
Take me for granted you are taking the piss

I'd rather wind up with nothing at all
Than take a loser like you through it all

Cross the line

Why loser, why?
Die Loser, die.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I Am Glam for Best Dance/Electronica Song AVIMA Awards

dear diary,

I have been feeling lucky all day today. My sis and I are preparing for a fashion show happening this Thursday - which spells excitement, stress and decisions. FYI, I'm a Libran, deciding things isnt naturally my best quality. But we somehow always manage to get the work done, almost miraculously. In the midst of working on our props, I decided to rent a book today - I wanted something light, totally fiction and very girly and ended up with 'Weekend in Paris' by Robyn Sisman. It's about this 21-year-old Brit chick who after being called 'stupid secretary' by her boss decides to call it quits and go on a spontaneous weekend trip to Paris. The idea of 'accidentally' stumbling upon a gorgeous frenchman whose name would sound something like Jean-Louis Van Croissant makes me want to eat loads of croissants. With strawberry jam, oh oui! So I was reading a few first pages of that before trying to sleep and I couldnt and so my feet goes on autopilot bringing me back here on my laptop. What a long story, i only meant to tell you 'I Am Glam' has been nominated for an award! Yippee! This is better than any Jean-Louis or croissant.

AVIMA (Asian Voize Independent Music Awards)

Best Dance/Electronica Song

A Postcard from Rome- Violent Jokes (Hong Kong)
Hard to Forget-Shaair and Func (India)
Funky Wah-Wah-Walking In The Moonlight (Thailand)
Unperfect sky - Elemental gaze (Indonesia)
I am Glam- Ze! (Malaysia) :)
Freight Train – Funky Gong (Japan)


p/s: Ruben, I wanna hug you!


Monday, February 23, 2009

dont go breaking young girls' hearts

dear diary,

i honestly couldnt care less what you think, but no usher or chris brown or justin timberlake or all put together would ever come close to this guy's legacy. And i will not forgive my father for not bringing us to his concert in 1996 - yes, i tried crying tears/blood out of my eyes, stomping my feet on the bedroom floor, smashing windows and yelling 'c'mon' and everything. Didnt work.

(Dirty Diana - Michael Jackson)

She likes the boys in the band
She knows when they come to town
Every musician's fan after the
curtain comes down
She waits at backstage doors
For those who have prestige
Who promise fortune and fame
A life that's so carefree

She's says that's ok
Hey baby do what you want
I'll be your night lovin' thing
I'll be the freak you can taunt
And I don't care what you say
I want to go too far
I'll be your everything
If you make me a star


Saturday, February 21, 2009

madonna and jesus luz k-i-s-s-i-n-g and stuff

dear diary,

As if i dont already have 1,056,891,785 reasons to fuckin love this woman - she goes and dates a Brazilian model less than half her age. She's always had this AMAZING taste in men, and to top that off, she goes and gets them! Grr.

Okay. Can I slit my wrists now?

my keyboard is better than yours

dear diary,

my mom drew me a keyboard :)


Friday, February 20, 2009

oh, life is bigger. it's bigger than you.

dear diary,

this has been one of my favourite tracks for a while now - and it has come to mean different things to me. I think Tori accentuated the lyrics on to a whole different level in this cover. Beautifully done.


(Tori Amos Losing My Religion Cover)

Oh, life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt, lost and blinded fool
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

Consider this
Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I've said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

i dont hate the mirror, but i wouldnt wanna meet me

dear diary,

I think i might've met a complete replica of me in the male form.

And I'm not liking him much. Or at all. Go away!


Monday, February 16, 2009

'I Am Glam' review on Voize

dear diary,

Two reviews in a day! This would be a good day to take my first sip of champagne.

"I’ve got three words for this track –alive and kicking! I almost just instantaneously felt like hopping on my table and began hopping on it. Although, it’s a awful combination if you’ve been drinking Red Bull in the office –unless you’d want to literally be bouncing off walls. This song just screams ‘vigour’ and ‘attention’. If you’re feeling lethargic, and you’re walking down the street, just get this track, play it (loud) and you’ll start walking twice as fast compared to your average pace. Ze!... you’ve certainly captured my attention with this tune – A combination of drum and bass, breaks and definitely electro. It is something to amp yourself up in the morning if you’re not a morning person."
- Charlene Joseph, Voize

(More on Voize)


Sunday, February 15, 2009


dear diary,

Someone's given 'I AM GLAM' a 5-star on iTunes and made a short review ;

"I suggest to anyone who loves M.I.A., Santogold or CSS should definitely go out and buy this song as well as all songs by this up and coming artist. Each track is unique and has it's own sound. Rock on Ze! ;D"
- Jasmin Alexia.

Thank you, love. You've just made my day :)



dear diary,

This chick is amazing. Meet photographer Jacqueline Rivera from San Diego (or shesjack) and her breathtaking photos on flickr.

You will not believe she's only 16.


Saturday, February 14, 2009

fool, you are really testing my patience

dear diary,

if i were to tell a person that he/she can come and suck my dick, would that be inappropriate?


transmit love

dear diary,

"I like to give a piece of myself in every song, I speak from the heart with no gimmicks or contrived pop tunes. I like to go into every show smiling, most people have fear when they are about to perform, I try to remember to have fun and that every moment in my life is a chance to connect with someone, to make a difference, to encourage individuality."

I met this cool chick via Myspace ages ago and we've kept in touch since. We're continents apart so it was funny to discover that we've both played the same spot in Berlin last year (at The Villa, yeah baby!). In short, she rocks socks.

Ladies and gents, meet Shania D.


my life in finland

dear diary,

Here's a song produced by my producer, Ruben Debusschere, for another artist I've always thought was a solo act by the name of Tommy - he turns out to be the vocalist of a 3-man band called Garcia Goodbye. They worked on this while I was there loafing about in the studio (read : sleeping in the corner like a little cat) being lullabied by him. Beautiful.

p/s : He's never been to Finland.


Friday, February 13, 2009

roller disco

dear diary,

i have still not found a pair of roller skates for myself - why would i need them? - i just stumbled upon my old pair of roller blades but hey, it's just not the same. Quads are so 80s and so cool. I dont think these are quads on the photo, i just thought it was a nice picture is all. I've gone to Toys R Us looking but they're for ages 3 and up. Who the hell said stop making roller skates for 18 and up? I dont know, but I do know it's unfair. Answering my earlier question, well i need those so i can cook in them, take a shower in them and make lotsa me babies in them too. I bring sexy back, i know.

p/s: i need a pair in size 5 with pink fur and a working stereo attached.


gravity sucks balls

dear diary,

where do i find anti-gravity hair with boys attached, like this?


sunday hilite

dear diary,

Urban tales, colors and textures - Oh yeah, this blog turns me the fuck on.


Tuesday, February 10, 2009

how not to put on a pantyhose

MIHT 09 Show @ Hilton

dear diary,

Here are some photos from my show at the 1st Malaysian Inline Hockey Tournament after party at a ballroom in Hilton Kuala Lumpur.

Singing to a bunch of people already drunk gave me a hangover. Oh, and happy birthday Stevo! :)

(more photos, see my facebook page)

trash dance

dear diary,

why wasnt i born in a place where people weren't so superficial, predictable and plain?

i think it's because He/She never intended to have me blend in.
Never did and, fortunately, i suppose i never will.

(taken from trash dance)

Monday, February 09, 2009


dear diary,/rihanna

Has someone been Unfaithful? Hmm.


Saturday, February 07, 2009

this shoe that shoe

dear diary,

My sister was on her way out the other night - asking my opinion on which one of her many shoes she should put on to go with her outfit. She's prolly gonna murder me for this pics but i think she looks cute anyways.


p/s: Those yellow thunder bolt hot shorts are available at our OSIXNINE store! hinthint*


pretty things my mom paints

dear diary,

I've just had 15 hours of sleep. As in, i slept at 7:30pm last night - woke up at 4am - went online - slept again at 6am til around noon. Partied 3 times this last week alone, i feel 18 all over again, life is tough. Had lunch and coffee and got restless - decided to take some photos of my mom doing some of her ceramic painting. I think it's the kind of art that's there for people with a whole lot of patience (ie. NOT me)