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Friday, September 26, 2008

in KL for two

dear diary,

im back in KL for 2 nights - it's good to be home :)hoping i get to catch up w everybody before leaving again... and watching forgetting sarah marshall now... mila kunis is so adorable!

x

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

singapore

dear diary,

someone got me pink lillies yday n they're lookin lovely by my bedside ;) received good news today morning, my trip to singapore for the sutasi finals are on and looks like i'll be heading there next week! wootness!

x

Saturday, September 20, 2008

i can grow a penis

dear diary,

as much as i like having power and being able to use it, sometimes i wish i dont always have to be the one wearing the pants. im all for female empowerment but sometimes i just want to be plain old fashioned n let the man take charge. but now that i think about it ive never exactly let myself be swept off my feet, it's always so much work mostly coming from me - or so i feel. are men intimidated by us or has all this girl power goodness made men unromantic and plain lazy?

x

Friday, September 19, 2008

put your butts here


dear diary,

i thought this was cute! ;)

oh im so happy today i just got me freebies from criminal damage including a new hoodie, 2 dresses, one really hot pants and a pair of jeans. i fuckin love their designs n cant wait to post the photos w took fr the shoot yday. oh, and it's yet another weekend here in london. it's gotten a lil colder now as fall approaches but im lovin it whc is unusual for me as i always crave for the sun!

xx

Thursday, September 18, 2008

life is not fair


dear diary,

how is it a twat like miley cyrus gets a thing like this for a boyfriend? makes me hate my life! haha. bitch.

x

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

i hate birthdays

dear diary,

30 days left to my 2nd 25th. i am freaking the fuck out, as usual. freak. out. freak. out. freak. out.


i hate birthdays! always have, always will xx

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

sew lucky


dear diary,

i'm feeling lucky! i woke up early this morning (only cause i couldnt go back to sleep, really) and left my friend's place early after a night recording a new song... and found a book! on the streets, staring at me and i stared back wondering why it was there on the ground BRAND NEW and all... it was the readers fuckin digest step by step guide to sewing and it's brilliant! it's the book ive been looking for. i'm so happy. feels like a good day ahead too :)

xx

Sunday, September 14, 2008

stalking brick lane

dear diary,

i went to brick lane today (again, that's 2 days in a row) n checked out the sunday upmarket and backyard market... n found these korean girls drawing stuff on caps and pumps.. superbly cute!







more km-toilet designs here.


another one of my fave is big fluff, i even got to meet the designer himself, azhar.




yeah! and n if u know me well enough ud know that i seriously do cut/dye my own hair cause i dont see the point of paying 50 bucks for something i enjoy doing myself (re: self-destruction) xx

Saturday, September 13, 2008

i heart paul

dear diary,

if anyone is thinking of getting me something for my birthday (which is the 18th next month, hinthint) i want a PB bag!! I saw this pink/blue paul's boutique piece at topshop oxford circus and it pained me to not be able to bring her home with me :(







oh these r the moments i wish i had a rich boyfriend xx

plastic diet

dear diary,

i think these photos of Lisa Scheer are amazing.











... taken by Monique Rijken for Catsuit Magazine. xx

Friday, September 12, 2008

fall apart


dear diary,

i couldve fallen in love but i chose to fall apart.

xx

londonedge


dear diary,

londonedge went well - our first fashion trade show ever and a lil debut (as we'd like to call it) of osixnine in london. i love the fashion around me in this city, its especially vibrant, fresh and innovative. you dont have to be afraid to express yourself with fashion because your style (no matter how extravagant it is) is being appreciated by everybody on the streets, in the tubes and at parties. i can find inspiration just about everywhere, its so full of life and excitement. i now find that i miss the city if a day goes by where i dont travel pass zone 1. anyway, a couple of brands that stood out at londonedge were Iron Fist and Criminal Damage... really cool designs i wouldnt mind putting on myself. and feel sexy in it.

xx

Thursday, September 11, 2008

nonsense

dear diary,

at least i know she has zero fashion sense. beats my lack of common sense any time. hah!


xx

Monday, September 08, 2008

still shameless


dear diary,

as of today, it's been exactly 3 years since i released my baby debut album Shameless. wow. cant believe it has been 3 years, but then again so much has changed. SO much. in such a short time. i've def outgrown the pink afro, and stripey socks to begin with. and the whole look that looks like a rainbow puked on me. or have i? haha. which means its only been that long that i've decided to do electropop - couldnt have made a better decision! electro music is zo awezome... i heart my electro yumness. i blame it on ruben. and in 3 years i've gone from being so-in-love-i'm-getting-married in love to im-so-single-i-need-a-vacation-from-being-single single woman. DAMN STRAIGHT, I SAID WOMAN. hah. which should explain the change of lyrics. lol. but i love it and enjoying it all cause i wouldnt have come up w such favulous lyrics without them favulous experiences of being a hopeful/obsessed/dumped/flinged/bitchslapped/heartbroken/stalked/stalking biatch. i admire myself for still believing in this crappy L word at all. my mind tells me its complete BS and i hear it say 'I TOLD YOU SO' every fucking time. i guess every girl has a 'charlotte' in them, as much as we all want to be 'carrie'. so come on boys, bring on the heartbreaks. cant get enough of it.

xx

Saturday, September 06, 2008

everybody's fling


dear diary,

i sometimes think of ze as my alter ego. perhaps it is. like, a stronger 'cant be arsed' version of me. i wish i had a lot more of that. because truth is, beneath all that ego all i really want are the simplest things life can offer. most of which i dont or maybe cant have because of the lifestyle ive chosen to live. i wonder if its been worth it. im aching n nobody needs to know. anyway, today is happy orange day(!) and osixnine is celebrating with a weekend sale at our boutique. shopping is the cure. plus, the next 3 days are big days for OSIXNINE - we're debuting our label with the 'Retro Gunshots' collection at the Londonedge fashion trade show. all fingers n toes crossed. its going to be hell for me to bring the crazy heavy luggage across London tomorrow but i will pull through!

i am nothing more than everybody's fling xx

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

kinder bueno

dear diary,

i'm eating chocolate. something must be wrong when i'm eating chocolate. especially when its kinder bueno specifically.

xx

Monday, September 01, 2008

to panadol or not

dear diary,

i am not feeling well. not to sure if i should prescribe myself panadol just yet, urhk. and where the hell is everybody? i've been home alone the past 2 weeks, i'm starting to feel like a ghost. cough, sniff, snap.

xx